I'm so thankful for being part of 100 + years of music making and music education in the dear, dear building in Park Slope.
But I now start the part of the story that comes after you realize your dreams. No one talks about that. What happens after you get exactly what you want, and life just keeps going. It doesn't end like it does in the movies...
All of what I'm living now was not expected, in both good and bad ways.
Read MoreMid June, 2019 I wrote this in my journal; “End of the Year, another school year down. I'm exhausted.
I've been teaching for 12 years now and though my teaching schedule is smaller and smaller each year in proportion to performing and online work, it still seems to occupy SO MUCH of my heart and energy.
Nothing demonstrates this dedication more than the recital season (in May) each year. It just really it takes it out of me. Somehow I can't seem to make myself care less about it; to just be chill and enjoy the process. No! All my neurosis pop to the surface and rear their ugly and rigid heads.”
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